From Numb to Fully Alive: My Journey of Feminine Embodiment

For years, I played into the paradigm of our overly masculinized culture. I earned two degrees—Business Administration and Fashion Marketing —and landed a coveted role as a fashion buyer at SSENSE. I was sharp, driven, and always chasing the next milestone. But underneath the polished exterior, I was living in a constant push for perfection.

I believed confidence came from the perfect body, the right clothes, the external validation.

Underneath, I was avoiding my feelings, terrified of intimacy, afraid of men, and disconnected from my own power.

Alcohol became my crutch. I felt anxious, stuck in black-and-white thinking, never quite good enough.

I wanted to feel free, but I didn’t trust myself to lead.

The moment everything shifted? When I realized I had never had sober sex.

That realization cracked something open in me.

I was craving MORE, something deeper. Intimacy. To be seen for who I truly was, not just for my looks. To be in a community that understood me.

So, I quit alcohol. I embarked on a spiritual journey, traveling solo to Costa Rica and Bali, immersing myself in conscious communities, embodiment work, and deep healing.

But my first real doorway back to my body? Lingerie.

I had started a lingerie business years earlier in 2014 —curating for the feminine, exploring sensuality on my own terms. At first, I thought it was about beauty and fashion, but soon, I realized it was about something much bigger.

The lingerie was an activator. It helped me reclaim my body, my sensuality, my right to be fully expressed.

Through it all, I learned that embodiment isn’t about playing a part. It’s about dissolving everything that keeps you from being fully felt.

Reclaiming Power: The Deep Work

My path wasn’t linear. I had to face deep fears—of being seen, of taking up space, of leading. I was dissociated, frozen, stuck in avoidance. And despite my passion for this work, I didn’t trust that I could actually teach it. I had two business degrees—one in Business Administration, another in Fashion Marketing. I worked at SSENSE as a fashion buyer. When I started coaching, I got stuck on credentials, believing I had to teach what I studied, not what was alive in my soul. But my body knew the truth.

So I took leap after leap—quitting drinking, traveling alone, going to Burning Man solo right after sobriety, throwing myself into workshops, deep embodiment practices, and the rawness of real feminine expression.

And through this, I uncovered my true mission:

To liberate the feminine. To help women dissolve the masks, reconnect with their bodies, and reclaim the full spectrum of their expression—without forcing, without performing, without trying to fit into a mold.

How This Work Changes Lives

This isn’t about surface-level self-love. It’s deep, powerful alchemy. I’ve watched women go from frozen in fear to fully expressed in a single session. From:

Feeling blocked in their throat to setting bold, unapologetic boundaries.
Being stuck in a freeze response around launching their art to finishing grant applications with joy and passion
Struggling with intimacy, feeling walled off in relationships, to softening, calling in deep sisterhood and 3 high-level clients after only 2 sessions together
Being terrified of speaking on video to dancing wildly on camera in front of our group within minutes.

This work doesn’t just change how you move —it changes how you live, love, create, and lead.

Integrating the Masculine & Feminine

One of my greatest passions is guiding both men and women into deeper connection with themselves and each other. Through my masculine/feminine polarity workshops, I help bridge the gap between these energies—teaching how the masculine can create safety and depth, while the feminine opens, expresses, and leads through her radiance. In my live workshops in Montreal, I facilitate spaces where men and women come together to have the conversations that matter—to heal, to witness, and to reclaim their innate power.

The Woman Behind the Work

I love pole dancing. Writing poetry. Deep, soul-shaking conversations. I fuel my body like a temple and believe in the art of living beautifully and savouring the good things in life. I’m an Aries with a sensual Taurus moon and a chatty Gemini rising, and I bring all of that fire, groundedness, and depth into everything I create.

And above all, I am here to remind you:

You were never meant to be hidden or untouchably perfect. You were meant to be fully felt.

Your liberation starts in your body.

Let’s begin, goddess.

How We Can Work Together

Join a 3 to 6 month Embodied Feminine 1:1 coaching container with me to dissolve the walls around your heart, soften into your body and fully own your unapologetic confidence and expression
Book a 1:1 Sensual Goddess Activation session for a guided journey home to your feminine power through exploring the power of sensual somatics.